well its the last half of my high school career, the closing chapter, the end of drama, anyway...this year has been great...i have had blow off classes and i made new friends and recovered some old friends...and also lost friends...dont get me wrong but i would never go back and redo my high school days...ii am truley happy now...im not hiding behind anymore fake smiles as i used to...im still trying to figure out where ii belong...like i love to sing but robbie is already the siinger iin the family and i dont want to follow in hiis footsteps although i love hiim very much...then i was like maybe ministry...but i dont want to be just like everyone else in the family who are all in ministry...i love doing stuff with ministry but i dont think its my calliing...i finally realized that what i had wanted to do in 9th grade is where my heart is set...working with mentally challegend kids...but i wont be a teacher..so ii went down a step and thought about art therapy so i can work wiith them wiithout beiing a teacher...and no one else does it in the family and my heart is so set on that...and photography...yeah people in the family want to be one but like i want to do therapy wiith that also...i am realizing that i havent been very open with my sibliings and parents..and ii want to appologiize for that...i want to be more open and have relationships with them...this was no mistake i was adopted into this family...i love this family...they saved me...and love me for who i am...so yeah...if you want to know more just ask! ii love yall!!
jessica
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